벌써 1달
July 2010
4 posts
all’s fair in love and war
no matter how many rules we put down,
fcking tired of dealing with all of this. srsly, there is no one you can trust but yourself.
If I can’t turn to you, who else can I turn to?
June 2010
6 posts
I need food for the soul and mind. The lifestyle that I’m living in is rotting me dry. What happened to spending summer biking from SanMo to Venice, going out to meet friends to eat good eateries, picking up good novels, spontaneous trips to the flea market, biking in the neighborhood, and just lounging around?
My summer so far has been spent caved inside and eating junk. I need to get out. NOW.
Other thoughts schmoughts:
-Clean my room. It is a pigsty and it hasn’t even been a month since I”ve moved in.
-I dont know man..
you will be mine this september. but until then, economics and theater :[ wah wahhh
“Part of every misery is, so to speak, the misery’s shadow or reflection: the fact that you don’t merely suffer but have to keep on thinking about the fact that you suffer. I not only live each endless day in grief, but live each day thinking about living each day in grief.”
—C.S Lewis
ohhh how i wish you did not tell me those things. Those was the first thoughts I had the minute I woke up.
My world is filled with these vicious cycles. Academia, relationships, flaws, ect. I’ve come to this realization that I rely on the second, third, even the 30th chances to fall back on. Toughen up and do it right the first try! And I’m going to make sure nothing gets in the way of my goood summer 8)
Don’t worry about people from your past. there’s a reason they didn’t make it to your future.
May 2010
6 posts
- Finish powerpoint for Bus10 Project
- Bus10 Midterm this Thursday
- Summer School- Enroll in Econ004
- look into RCC summer session
- research airfare tickets
- stop.spending.money
bittersweet
Watch who you trust and rely on. Because in the end, its every person for his/herself.
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Last few weeks of school are going to be hectic.
-Housing
-Summer School
-Work
-Travel Plans
-Friends
More than half of the stuff on my list entails $$$$$$$. Must make more money!
changes. gotta get used to it
world: i hate you
faith
been sick for the past week. at least it’s not going to last more than a week. not like last quarter, where it dragged on for months. :=(
On the brighter side of things, I’ve come to finally appreciate the true meaning of “family”. Going to a close family friend’s funeral this past week has given me the realization that I should never take my family for granted. I should cherish every moment I spend with my mom especially. Lately, I know that I’ve been difficult to deal with and I really want to change that. Luckily, Mother’s Day is just around the corner so hopefully I can redeem some part of me. :-)
April 2010
10 posts
Life goes on. With or without you.
everything that could possibly go wrong went wrong last week. this week will be a better week. thank god i drove back home last night instead of going back today morning or else, i would have died while driving back. woke up feeling like a ton of bricks were on me. couldn’t move because i was soo sick. head was pounding. worst feeling ever. freaking holds on my account prevented me from signing up for summer school. holds that my advisor was supposed to get rid of last quarter -_- after this goes through, i swear i’ll feel so much better. on top of that, i have to start looking for someone to sublease my other room so i can move out during the month of july. so many things to do and if i dont do them right at their exact moment, it’ll go wrong. stressed out of my headdddd.
story of my life
i could really use a wish right now.
wheres my fuji camera?????!!
mmm. since im only taking summer session 1, maybe a trip to newyork afterward? but $$$$ T.T
morning hike to griffith park tomorrow here i come hahaaaaaa
if it were that easy lol
contemplating
It's already morning...
Blogging once again. As usual, I will probably read through all of these blogs several years later and laugh at myself. HAAAAA until then..
I really should start sleeping at normal times. Nocturnal Susan is killing me and my academic life. So far, I’ve missed 3 math lectures and 1 women studies. WHY? Stayed up watching Pulp Fiction last night, besttttt movie hands down but MISSED WOMENS STUDIES. Hence missing an iclicker question. Story of my life.
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I have four cs8 labs to make up next week, an essay due monday, 2 midterms next tuesday, and I still need to clean my room. Procrastinating on procrastination.
Mm. I’d like to believe that. Are you really there?
dgaf mode
going back to the happiest place tomorrow for some more happiness. THEN back to reality and study for 2 midterms on tuesday and a paper due on monday.
