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all’s fair in love and war
no matter how many rules we put down,

fcking tired of dealing with all of this. srsly, there is no one you can trust but yourself.

If I can’t turn to you, who else can I turn to?

I need food for the soul and mind. The lifestyle that I’m living in is rotting me dry. What happened to spending summer biking from SanMo to Venice, going out to meet friends to eat good eateries, picking up good novels, spontaneous trips to the flea market, biking in the neighborhood, and just lounging around? 

My summer so far has been spent caved inside and eating junk. I need to get out. NOW. 

Other thoughts schmoughts:

-Clean my room. It is a pigsty and it hasn’t even been a month since I”ve moved in. 
-I dont know man.. 

you will be mine this september. but until then, economics and theater  :[ wah wahhh

"Part of every misery is, so to speak, the misery’s shadow or reflection: the fact that you don’t merely suffer but have to keep on thinking about the fact that you suffer. I not only live each endless day in grief, but live each day thinking about living each day in grief."

C.S Lewis

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ohhh how i wish you did not tell me those things. Those was the first thoughts I had the minute I woke up. 

My world is filled with these vicious cycles. Academia, relationships, flaws, ect. I’ve come to this realization that I rely on the second, third, even the 30th chances to fall back on. Toughen up and do it right the first try! And I’m going to make sure nothing gets in the way of my goood summer 8) 

Don’t worry about people from your past. there’s a reason they didn’t make it to your future.